Divinely Hooked

So, I'm a mess today. It's been such an emotional couple days and I am at my tearful breaking point. I've heard before that the purest form of worship is when you are worshiping through pain. And that's where I'm at. And it's okay! It's okay to question what is going on. It's okay to be angry and not understand. My video tonight is very short because I couldn't not cry. Whatever you are going through, you are worth fighting for. You are loved! You are wanted! https://youtu.be/BbSZ3jras_0 https://youtu.be/ZX1S5VLYNv8 The second video is to the song I was talking about in the video.

To be blunt... This week has sucked! I've been in physical pain, which is nothing new, but it's been rough this week. I am pretty sure my medication is making my physical issues worse, but I don't have an appointment with my doctor until January. Then my oldest is sick. He's sick sick. And if he doesn't get better by Tuesday he cannot have the procedure done that he needs done and it'll be postponed. Which would suck because then we'll have to pay more because it'll be a new year and new health insurance. Side note: I hate health insurance. My husband makes too much for us to get any help with it, but what's offered through his job is awful (and I'm not covered) and will leave our total yearly income after rent and insurance to less than $10,000. Needless to say I'm very frustrated with it. The highlight of my week was praise team practice. I love to sing and worship. If you are struggling with mental health or you are overwhelmed w