Divinely Hooked

I am known for typos.. Not because I can't spell, but because I get going and don't see the mistakes. Even when I read what I've written I read it as it is in my head and don't catch my typo. So, if something makes no sense at all.. It probably has a typo. Lol I am happy to say that my hubby is officially no longer an over the road trucker!! He got hired this week for a driving job in town! I am beyond excited about this! I feel so much more balanced when he's home. I'm still moody and get angry, but not nearly as bad. Our kids are loving daddy being home! I love watching the joy in their faces. Before now my husband had only been home for the first 8 months of our 2 year olds life. So watching them interact is a blast! They're pretty much twins, so it's even funnier. The tax lady said that this week too. She said that our older boy looks like me and the younger one is his twin. Makes me laugh every time! Little one talks a ton, but hubby can'...

You probably can't tell from my blogs thus far, but I have a heck of a sense of humor. I enjoy silly goofiness. I love jokes that make people roll their eyes. And I looove puns! :) The best thing ever is to laugh until I cry or until my stomach hurts. It's great to hear my husband's laugh because of a joke I cracked or something hilarious one of our kids did. Especially when one of our kids do something they don't know is hilarious and we have to hide our laughter. So.. To give you a giggle I'm going to share my most embarrassing moment. I was in 6th grade reading out loud in my language arts class. I don't remember what the title of the book was, but the part I was reading said something like: the big hairy monster reached out and felt the girl with his tentacles. I however did not read "tentacles" I said "testicles". Some people in the class giggled and even my teacher was attempting not to laugh. I, being the naive girl I was, had no...

I hate feeling insecure. I would like to feel confident and sure of myself, but I'm not. It could be because all my life I was made fun of for my looks. Or because every guy I ever dated either cheated on me or left me for someone else. Or it could be because I feel ugly. I feel undesirable. When I was in college I had a ton of guy friends. But they were all friends. They were never interested in me, I was just the reliable friend. However, when I became married I realized that having guy friends made my relationship with my husband difficult. Because even if we don't realize it we compare our spouse to others. And that is detrimental to a relationship. I think part of my issue is that I know my husband does that. He never does it out loud, but he does it in his head and it sucks because I'll never compare to what is in his head. I'll never compare to his past experiences. I'll never measure up. (That's how I feel anyway.) I'm very very insecure and...

Yesterday we made a long trip north. It was our first long trip in our new-to-us vehicle, our first long trip with a potty trained 2 year old, and the first family outing in a long long time. My little one did a great job! He didn't have any accidents and was a very good little traveler. We got up early and went to our old church we attended before we moved. (It was the half way point to our destination) We have missed that place! And from all the love we received it showed that we have been missed too. While there, friends of ours offered us tickets to a college basketball game for that afternoon for free and with free vip parking! It was so fun to take our boys and have a good time watching basketball. :) So we took the time to go and then finished the rest of our trip. In total we traveled over 8 hours yesterday, but it was such a wonderful day! I wish I could have seen a few more people, but it was still a great trip! And my boys weren't cranky today, so that was eve...